~mengantuk gler~

ya rabbi...ngantuknye. bace sekejap terus mata kuyu. adoi...paper last ni. study lar elok2 miji oii......huhu

p/s: paper last on saturday, 2 mei, ekonomi kejuruteraan

~i wish i could stop time~

4 tahun dahulu.............
aku diterima masuk ke UTM
aku mula menjejakkan kaki di UTM
aku mula menghadiri kuliah
pada awalnya aku tidak kenal mereka
pada awalnya aku kesepian dan tiada teman
aku mula berbicara dengan mereka
aku mula mendapat teman

kemudian.........................
kami sentiasa bersama
kami makan bersama, main bola tampar bersama, keluar bersama
terasa satu kejanggalan jika tanpa mereka
aku begitu mengambil berat tentang mereka
aku menjaga hati mereka
aku sentiasa mengdahulukan mereka

kebelakangan ini..........
kami semakin renggang
kami tidak lagi makan bersama
tidak lagi main bersama
tidak lagi keluar bersama
aku sering mementingkan diri sendiri
aku membelakangi mereka
aku menyakitkan hati mereka
terasa lebih gembira tanpa mereka

kini.....
masa semakin suntuk
tinggal beberapa hari saja
untuk kita makan bersama
main bersama-sama
keluar bersama-sama
kerna sudah sampai ke penghujung nye
penghujung pertemuan kita
masa itu takkan kembali lagi
tiada lagi saat kita bergelak ketawa seperti dulu

selepas ini.......
semua akan berpisah
menuju ke destinasi masing-masing
kita berpisah untuk selama-lamanya

pasti aku akan merindui...........
4 tahun bersamamu
saat -saat indah bersama
suka duka kita bersama
perit luka kita bersama

oleh itu.........
aku memohon seribu kemaafan kepada mereka
disepanjang persahabatan kami
aku akui banyak salah aku kepada mereka
mereka lar kawan-kawanku SEC........................

~adoyai.. kad kawen???~

huhu.. bulan 6 nih abng aku nk kawen. so die suh aku design kad jemputan kawen tuk dier.huhu..mne lar aku reti. ingt aku designer or wat?..klu aku tulis jer kt ketas surat khbr tuh. kn senng. haha..tp kesian plk kt die.huhu..korunk tau x cmne nk design???tolong ajar aku. please....

~ 2 hours life without my phone~

today my 2nd last final exam paper. 5.30 pm finish the exam then go to giant with plan wanna ko release tension. but the bad story was cant have release the tension bcoz of some technical problm. then after tht go dinner at tunku impian. around 7.45pm when at college find out that left my key in my room. so cant enter lar my room. allmy phone left in the room. i have spare key but at my fren, wan room. the bad thing is he's at tebrau city.huhu..so i need to wait until he'll back. but the funny thing are my other fren, jufri, also left the key. senasib lar kte juf..huhu then finally call pmbantu fello to get key. finally can enter my room around 10.30 pm.. so sad. i can say it was my bad day lor...huhu.. after can get in i'm just write this post. huhu. felt so lazy to study ekonomi for my last paper on 2 may. ok lor....

~pAsAr maLaM aDDiCted~

OmG...i'm adDicteD tO PasAr MaLam . always wannA gO thErE venthoUGh moNeY aLreADy LefT Rm40 In AccouNt t SurviVE Until 10 Mei..huhu..

tp yg pntng klu pg pasar malam x nk kalah beli mknn. ni lar dikatekn nafsu memberontak. haha..
rsenye da 3 kali kot pg pasar mlm start last week.smlm last pg. ari isnin kt pulai, ari ahad kt sri putri n ari sabtu kt tmn U. so klu korunk nk pg kne lar ingt ari ape yer..haha
looks wat i bought, so many thing..ish2x..
kuey teow, kerangke ayam, and putu piring
smlm baru tau ader jual kt pasar malam.lps ni nk beli bnyk2 sbb favereet aku nih..

sbnrnye smlm rse cam mls jer nk pg, then ramai yg nk pg kene ikut sbb best.haha.yg kelakarnye dlm kete kttorng ader 5 ekor kerangka. sorang satu.haha. syafiq beli kerangka jer, ili beli kerangka& jagung, naz beli kerangka, kuyteow& jagung, n me da ader kt gmbr atas tu kn.haha...
tp yg x bestnye kn mse balik tu dak2 ni gelakkn aku. dr kolej 17 smpai k10. korunk bayangkan lame ke x. siotttt jer diorng tuh..sbb ape?umm..nnti lar lar aku citer. nk study jap eh..esok ader paper exam network..ok chow. salam...

~OH!!!CompUteR nEtWorK~

so many thing need to read. then so difficult to understand. huhu. so dats y lar i felt asleep so many time when study this subject... i'm so worried if cant pass this subject. hopefully miracle come to me during final exam for paper network...amin...

our friendship will never end....

there still only left around one week before everybody of us back to hometown, then everybody will start a new step to their destination. whose are will graduate will leaves UTM forever, whose continue their study need to leaves UTM for a while for semester break.
then this will be last time for us have happiness together. hopefully kite sume dpt gunakan mase yg tinggl lebeh kurng seminggu ini dngn sebaik-baiknya agar ia kan menjadi satu perpisahan yang begitu bermakna buat kite sumua. there are absolutely imposible for us to make gathering for a coming day, because there definitely have a lot obstacle and problem. what i can say keep in touch after perpisahan ini. semestinye

~setiap pertemuan akan berakhir dngn perpisahan~

Friends are friends forever together 'till the end.

You promised me that you would always be my friend.

One day something changed I'm not sure what it was.

I lost you on that day and the reason was because

it was a late dark night and we had a stupid fight.

And for some reason, I don't know why, we couldn't make it right.

We went our separate ways.

This went on for days and days.

I made new friends and you made yours,

but that hole in my heart could not be filled for that hole was only yours.

Times got really tough,

my road of life was, oh, so rough.

I needed friends, not the kind you see from day to day,

but the kind that will always and forever stay.

money oh money....

money oh money..come to me...i need u.. huhu..
so sad. in account only left RM70. how to survive?mybe after 10 mei i'm back to hometown. so there are 15 day left. but the money only have rm7o..help2x. to but ticket, pay for thesis etc.. huhu..

how to make our room clean & tidy

ish..lawanye bilik aku..haha

pttlar kuat tido..haha

sometime really hate live in the environment so dirty and messing room. so alternatif i took is clean and arrangge all stuff to make it look tidy. but the problem is that scene only can hold for one day. the next day its become messy again. so do u think what is the solution? 1. call ur mom to clean ur room 2. marriage with clearner woman 3. throw away all ur stuff 4. just ignored it
this is my room view from door

wallpaper & messy board

haha..all poster got from pesta konvo..

this is my study table.

about my psm..

ni nk cite psl final year projek nih..aku buat face recognition. ramai x fhm walaupon penat aku explen..huhu..die kire bleh digunekn tuk simpn database individual dlm sistem kte, pastu nk check balik orng tuh ade dlm sistem ke x dngn gunekn gmbr muke die..paham??msti x kn..xper lar..tngk jer gmbr dier...
ni interface dier. so kene lar plih database untuk permulaan
so mule2 kene lar amik gmbr dulu. ni model nyer.untie lala..hehe
pastu mskkn 2 gmbr, then analize pastu show average image then save kt database (ni gmbr cik aminah plak...)

lps kte smpn kt database, kte test lar by mskkn gmbr laen2. tp make sure individu same yer.then klu btol. btol r orng tu ader dlm database. umm.. aplikasi die bleh digunakn tuk safety lar. cam kt umah kte, xyah pkai kunci. tunjuk muke jer pintu terbukak..haha.. projek ni mnggunekn visual C++ proramming. sssh gler nk pkai software ni.so aku mntk bantuan dr sorng dak phd. name die usman. nasib baek die ader. die yg bnyk mmbntu..thnx usman.. mnggunakn algoritm PCA(principal component analysis)..nk cite pnjng2 bknnye paham.huhu..tu jer lar kot..da...

marcello, shimo, sperdo, and panteera...

shimo

marcello
marcello merenung mase dpn aku...

aku suke ngn kucing2 nih..malangnye umah aku " cat no allowed".huhu..my mom x suke kucing nih sbb ade pristiwe ngn kucing nih..huhu...so kt utm ni lar kesempatan aku nk bele kucing. so aku amik lar sekor anak kucing yg masih kecik kt kolej 10 nih. then aku wat blik blik. aku belikn whiskas tuk die. aku namekn die marcello. die ader 5 beradik. aku nk amik yg laen tp yg laen x jinak..yg nih jer ok. then lps satu mlm rse kesian sbb pisahkn die ngn family ider. then pulangkn balik. tibe2 tres rindu ble mlm die xde. walaupon satu mlm jer ngn die. tp mlm tu aku rse ader teman berborak2, maen2. huhu.then aku amik lg sekor. kali ni dpt yg itam plak. aku namekn die shimo.haha..then bg mkn pastu die tido . tibe2 die nangis. so aku anta lar jgk.huhu..xper lar.lps tu aku turun bawah bwk whiskas. then dptlar lps rindu kt dier

2 paper da lepas. tnggl 2 lagi

huhu..paper siskom ngn paper ethic da lps..sume hampeh..huhu...tnggl paper network ngn ekonomi jer..tu pon dah dpt jangka hampeh..huhuhu..jap lg nk kuar maen bowling..tensen sngt2 nih..huhu..ok lar..tu jer kot..da..

memory mse 1st year..

ni lar die blok mase 1st year. blok s19. bnyk kenangn manis kt blog ni. mklum lar blik 1st kt utm, msti lar kngn terindah kn. bak kate pepatah tmpt jatuh dikenang inikan plk tmpt tido..haha
ni plak game yg ktorng maen mse 1st year aritu..best gler lar mse nih... tiap2 ptng maen bola tampar ngn cozmate..rindu syiall saat camnih..best gler mse nih..

4 year ago.......

mulenye agak terkejut dpt offer letter msk ke utm. dlm course komputer engineering. sbb x aspek dpt offer msk UTM.tp tekanan yg amat sngt yg aku trime sbb majoriti sume kazen2 kate klu nk ngnggur ko trime lar twrn tuh. aku dlm keadaan serba salah pon trime twrn tuh........

the 2 july 2006, aku ngn parent aku brtolak ke johor. sbb esoknye hari pendaftaran msk utm. tyme hari pendaftrn dtng.aku pg dngn hnye pkai t-shirt.pastu tngk ramai pkai kemeja cam gmbr kt sblh nih.mak aku suh tukar.so pg lar daftar. pastu dpt kolej kolej tunku canselor. blok s19.blik 211.smpai kt blik da ader rumet aku tuh..mule2 x bnyk borak ngn die sbb bese lar baru2 kn.
pastu da siap sume urusan pndftrn parent aku nk balik. so aku dngn sedeynye nk brpisah ngn diorng ..jauh tuh..aku nmpk mak aku nangis. aku pon sok sek2. la gak...huhuhu
pas jer parent blik mmg azam nk bljr bersnggh2 setinggi gunung. namun lame kelamaan aku alpa dlm keseronokan alam remaja. chewahh...haha..

my profile..

ni lar budaknye yg bernama muhamad tarmizi bin ibrahim. dilahirkn pd 26 june 1986 bertempat di kemaman. dari kecik smpai besar mmg anak jati kemamang..haha..anak ke-3 dari 8 adik beradik. ramai kn sibling aku. tp best meriah gler.ni name family aku, nasib baek aku ingt..

ibrahim bin mahmud : ketua
azizah bte jusoh :penolong
mohd faizul anuar
norfaraliza
muhamad tarmizi
roslina idayu
mohd hairuldin
nurul hidayat
muhammad arif firdaus
nurul rabiatul adawiyah